Crazy headcases - so in.

the boring ones - never.

every now and then

four letters

I wish I could master the art.

waiting for another to decide my fate,

 for the day they're no longer here,

or for the journey to begin.

um. yes

if all else fails

One foot in front of the other.

Keep walking.

WHAT A BEAUTIFUL WORLD...

so amusing ha

whats up with us

ISN'T IT IRONIC THAT WE
IGNORE THOSE WHO ADORE US,
ADORE THE ONES WHO IGNORE US,
HURT THE ONES WHO LOVE US,
AND LOVE THE ONES THAT HURT US

It has begun

Time reveals the intentions of the heart.
The fight is on.

craving.

In times of despair. I turn to shoes.

These -  I want <3

roberta sparrow

28 days, 6 hours, 42 minutes, and 12 seconds

eventually..

Dont we all? But for the first time in my life i'm actually getting somewhere <3

check.

Right now, I'm giving it all I've got.

intermission

the road less travelled

It's long.
It's hard.
It's draining and sad at times.


but it's all worth it

I wish things were different

the power of love

"FOR I AM CONVINCED THAT NEITHER DEATH NOR LIFE, NEITHER ANGELS NOR DEMONS, NEITHER THE PRESENT NOR THE FUTURE, NOR ANY POWERS, NEITHER HEIGHT NOR DEPTH, NOR ANYTHING ELSE IN ALL CREATION, WILL BE ABLE TO SEPARATE US FROM THE LOVE OF GOD THAT IS IN CHRIST JESUS OUR LORD"
ROMANS 8:38,39

once apon a time.

Where did all the beauty go?

Love disappeared from our vocabulary and most importantly - our souls.

the consequences

It hurts that you're everywhere.

Completely unavoidably invading my life

and I can't be a part of yours.

somehow.. I don't think you're getting this

maybe one day.

Probably not.

attention seeking gets old.

Sometimes things are blown way out of proportion. It's wearing me out.

today.

"Sometimes I think of all the places where I don't wanna go

Then I think of all the things that I don't wanna do

And when I think of all the people that I don't wanna meet

I close my eyes and go to sleep"

dedicated to B

"It's time to stop being afraid of feeling anything.
Emotions make us human.
It's okay to cry now."

right now - goes like this

discovering the unknown

...maybe I was in love with you.

NOT ALL THOSE WHO WANDER ARE LOST

more than anything.

...

I hate vulnerability
..but I have it with you

and so it goes

love

 

A boy I know made this. It's rad <3

I LOVED YOU FOREVER.
FOREVER IS OVER.

"riots not diets"

So lets go break stuff.

Cause some controversy

and forget what they told you to do.

noel <3

running through my mind

Everybody wants something to believe in.

The ones that vehemently insist that they don't - are usually the ones wanting it the most.

without truth, nothing else means anything 

and we'd all be completely lost and discouraged in our existance if there was no meaning.

thrills

IF SOMEONE TAKES ME TO DO THIS I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER

staring at me.

And every time I think I'm getting better, something always reminds me of my inability to feel.

Help me come undone or i'll be trapped forever.

uh-ha

It would be nice to know this before I venture out my front door.

on any given day

thinking of the night

"I am gonna regret the day I was born
and then Mom rushes out to the driveway
my sister too
Everyone is screaming
I am dreaming of you
I hold on
for dear life
I hold on
and my arms get sore
and my palms start to sweat
and the tears roll down my face
till my cheeks are hot and red and soaking wet
In come the cops
They blow torch the doors
I start wailing
The lion roars
There's no good way to end this
anyone can see
there's this great big you
and little old me
and we hold on
for dear life
we hold on"

- The Mountain Goats

reality bites

most can relate

"We all have that boy. That boy who you're completely over, but you still think about before you sleep. That boy who you avoid talking to, but still wish he would text you just once. That boy who you have to make yourself not think about, but always wonder if he is thinking about you."

- Unknown

longing for the exit

I always knew I wasn't meant for this.
My soul can't understand the cruelty of this world

welcome

I always wondered why I never seemed able to face the day where my recklessness subsided and informed decisions replaced the chaos.

Still a hundred miles away from it, but clarity made its home in my soul and (dare I say it) ... I may actually be growing up a little.

With my feet on the ground - I'm standing. No longer running, no longer stumbling but for now - Standing still and mediating the craziness so that it no longer controls me.

I'm afraid but I can see the beauty <3

over and over

Get out of my head
You're not supposed to be there.

most crave drama