I always wondered why I never seemed able to face the day where my recklessness subsided and informed decisions replaced the chaos.
Still a hundred miles away from it, but clarity made its home in my soul and (dare I say it) ... I may actually be growing up a little.
With my feet on the ground - I'm standing. No longer running, no longer stumbling but for now - Standing still and mediating the craziness so that it no longer controls me.
I'm afraid but I can see the beauty <3